Will Be Back

28.9.2011

I drive to work as usual
park my car the same

walking pass a Vege Shop, followed by the Mamak
Uncle Handsome, what ppl usually address him
will greet me " hi kumsay" with a big big smile

I crossed the road
passing by 3 hardware shops in a row
and i turn left

walking up to my office after the mezzanine
open the door, someone will say HI

sit on my place, have a long morning sigh
press on the "Start" Button
procrastination does happen sometimes

Chambering ended, today.
Thank you dad aka master
Thank you uncle siva aka mentor
Thank you Kak Nora aka mentor II
Thank you uncle Lam u always make me laugh (not at u)
Thank you Elaine, Auntie Chong & Revathy & Bavanee
and welcome Jaya and Ida to the firm

It's a happy family. It's my comfort zone.

and I've decided to step out of it.

Finger Crossed.

I have an interview 2ml :)

Snail's Perfect Time :)

190911 @ garden

There is no perfect time for snail
all they do is move

Do not wait for the perfect time
You would never know how far you gonna go

Don't let the pace of others burden you.
Cuz the best is yet to come. Finger Crossed.

In memory of 1st failure (14.09.11-19.09.11)

CruX

Aberystwyth 11th day of November, 2008

Just when you think you are tiny lil micro organism
and not visible to anybody
someone carries the function of a microscope may find you present
shape yr cornerstone with an attempt and a chance

Just when you think im big in size
but my mind goes the other way round
my deficiency, you burden me
oh why me?

gudnyte

Hello Goodbye

@ *PARIS 2009*

distinct strangers meet
parallel lines intersect

once strayed from your origin
you shall never look back

if you've decided to return to the starting point
look forward then

偶尔心情好

不面对现实的话，
他会残忍对待你

不面对问题的话，
他会来拜访你

鼓起“不用也可以“的勇气
完成事情
也值得嘉许

hehe

Message Carrier

Uncle GG's dad passed away yesterday
Was requested by dad @ China to pay our last respect to the late Uncle Lee Sr.
不胜稀虚
Everybody faces DEATH

anyway, Uncle GG accidentally became a mentor today
He knew my plan after chambering
*yes, im leaving my dad!*

He says " GO OUT means GREW UP"
He even encouraged me to move out *oh mama's gonna be sad, i reckon*
He is my dad's bestie and so he know it best that my dad is a very protective person

was sharing the reason of such decision
was worried of attracting scolding(s) out of my stupidity LOL
But guess what, one simple sentence he said, rooted in my mind for the whole day
"Even if somebody scolded you, thank them, for they are conveying a message to you"

Ohh, everyone is a message carrier
mumbles nags scolding(s) bla bla bla
semua adalah satu MESSAGE

I feel better :)

冒险真心话

ever played 真心话 大冒险?

最大的冒险是听真心话

PANDORA的盒子

一旦打开

就注定被疑问填满

" curiosity kills a cat"

know more? or stop here?

Seven Two & Six

I first met him in a packed lift, he is wearing yellow.
Then I met him in Redbox, in yellow too
He sat beside me
we started talking like strangers (in fact we were)
Added to the facebook friend list.
his 1st wall post was " your Lai is which Lai"

At some occasion he msg me in the morning
Msg me when i was studying
From short, to perpetuated topics
My attention navigated unintentionally unconsciously.
I was on another guy before that lil diversion

We stayed in a peaceful place called library together
for days, weeks and months
surrounded by book, acts, notes, friends and laughters
the days are numbered by then

Did he ever prompted me for one step further?
I love his coffee in the morning;a lift home when im exhausted
For a second i anticipated an abrupt action :)

721, we were done with CLP
He bypass me i bypass him like strangers
YuhMei was asking " Don't you know each other well"

Repeatedly, checking on my phone.
waiting for a text , more than that, a commitment.

Did we got together by accident?
Alcohol !

Our confession on 26.7.2010
and,
Im happily with this anti-romance human being since then

We argue from time to time
Declare war day in day out
I love my smelly face
He enjoys his Coi Lei Dou Soh skill

Still, im happily with this anti-romance human being
Happy Anniversary

:)

Dear Grandma :)

Dear Grandma,

How are you doing?
I was 15 when I last seen you :(
it has been nine years
I heard you are doing good with Amitabha
I promise I will be good, to pursue afta you
Dad still weeps over such a lost this day every year
Im sorry.
I may be the culprit of his sudden *insanity*
I didn't mean it.
I thought that i happily discharged my own probs
withouth noticing i plant the time bomb simultaneously
Dear grandma
He is under stress , family work esp grandpa
im not somebd whereby he can seek relief from
im a rebel :(
I hope, you can gve a hand to alleviate his self incurred *stress*
Give us a normal life :)
I promise i will REDUCE my bad habits :(
TATA

your grand daughter

FYI-ONA

LastDitchAttempt !

928, anticipating

ditching my " VIP Chambie" quota aka " accountant " aka " admin clerk" work sooon

2 months and 2 weeks, i will make a radical change

If i ever lost my sight and momentum on my mission **

Please, push me in again :)

I reckon, I pledge, I wish, I comprehend, I apprehend, I grasp!

This is a

Last Ditch Attempt

Give me myuai beacon T.T

BERSIH 2.0 Rally, 9th July, 2011

I have a dream that our children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.

Martin Luther King Jr

BERSIH 2.0 Rally, 9th July, 2011

Bersih rally marked down a historical moment in Malaysia today.
As people from all walks of life, different races, no age boundaries, present or not present at the scene supported and continuing supporting a will to call for a CHANGE!

This is NOT a opposition-backed organisation, if you are strong enough, you need not plant such a name on such a organisation & rally and scared the civilians off by pre-rally arrests, invoking Ermengency Ordinance (learn yr law before u invoke!), setting up blocks, road closures, sending FRU, water cannons , throwing tear gasses to the unarmed civilians and the notorious police *weapon* in beating up civilian who holds nothing offensive but a flag of Malaysia.

YOU promised to allow a peaceful assembly at stadium. Is the action of blockages a way to show yr supports? We are much appreciated! Are you jittering over such a huge numbers of civilians on the street despite your subordinates' efforts? (not including the young ruling party lepak-lepak-ing purposelessly around KL) . Because you know clearly the fact that, there are more and more !

We are not here to provoke, we are here to a REFORM!
You are there long enough to rule us, to decide our faith
We sincerely thanked you for your hardwork irregardless beneficial or burdening us
but it is now, we, as Malaysian to decide on our own faith.

We vote, We decide

Free all the detainess !

BTW , Pak Cik A. Samad Said in a press conference said that he never seen all races in Malaysia that united before in a cause. It touches me :)

Good day people !


fYi
9-7-2011